You hurt my feelings more than anyone else in my life and that’s not how this is supposed to be.
I’m tired of not being good enough, saying my feelings, being falsely reassured but then seeing you go back on your word. I’m tired of you hurting me over and over and over and thinking an “I love you” makes it better.
It doesn’t. You make me hate myself more than I make me hate myself. Why.
You were right.
I don’t want to live life without you.
I also just don’t want to live life.
I wish you were here to stop me.
But I did what needed to be done. You’ll be gone forever.
And I will be, too.
I refuse to live without you.
Once you’re gone, I will be, too.
Call for help. No response. Guess I really don’t matter. I guess this is what Gabe felt. I get it now. Why not. Nobody cares.
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I want to be beautiful.
